Tuesday, March 28, 2006

No cath, for now

It's hard to give an update because we're still very much in the dark. Here's what we know. After a fretful 2 hours of waiting while we were kicked out of the ICU for another procedure, the tests are in. That oh-so-important BUN test that everyone was waiting on came back and there was no change. Bad news right? But the doctors said "oh, we don't care so much about that, everything else still looks good." Apparently because the BUN and creatinine levels did not get worse we're not heading to the cath lab at this point. Aarghh. They're going to reduce his volume intake again (to 25% of Tenkoff output) and wait and see how he handles that. His Tenkoff drainage has also declined over the past three hours. If his blood pressure stays constant amidst the lower volume, that's a positive sign.

It's been a frustrating day for all of us psychologically. One doctor will tell us something is a sign of things going downhill and another will come along five minutes later to say he doesn't care about it. The holy trinity of caretakers - the intensivists, the CT surgeons and the cardiologists - rarely agree and frequently contradict one another. If one thing's clear, it's that nobody really knows what will happen and nobody can make a prediction. If Riley doesn't continue to show signs of improvement we're heading to the OR for either a fenestration or a complete takedown. And there's another point of disagreement. The cardiologists (including Riley's regular cardiologist) and the intensivists keep mentioning fenestration as a possible option should things go south. That's obviously preferable to a takedown. But the surgeon continues to maintain that fenestration is not an option for Riley due to his anatomy. We asked for clarification and they paged Dr. Karl who was on his way somewhere and promised to explain it to us tomorrow. We'll try to get it sorted out.

To summarize where things stand: they are keeping a close eye on Riley's oxygen saturation, blood pressure, fluid output, kidney/liver functions and rhythms. We want to see continued improvement across the board. If any of these metrics take a turn for the worse, it's probable that Riley will return to surgery for either a complete Fontan takedown or a fenestration (although the latter might not be an option as I've explained).

Riley is in and out of consciousness and not being sedated at this time. He has opened his eyes on occasion and is moving his arms and legs. They have removed one of his arterial lines and are about to change out the second to accommodate a larger input. The ICU attending is hoping to remove the respirator tomorrow.

We're still trying to take it hour-by-hour and day-by-day.

12 comments:

Stephen said...

Seems like the glimmers of hope may be shining brighter -- We are hoping that is the case and anxiously await more news of improvement. Always thinking of you. . .

The Honikmans

Anonymous said...

Been anxiously awaiting an update and just received a phone update from Grampy also. Thanks for keeping us update. Love you all, GrammyPeg/Mom/ and of course Wayne.

swamps said...

Well, we are waiting (and hoping) right along side you guys. My fingers are stuck in the crossed position. Typing this comment is proving to be quite difficult under the circumstances. :-)

You guys are my heros.

love,
Sarah

Anonymous said...

Ken, your frustration is understandable. This is such an incredibly tense situation, with progress so slow and the constant worry of setback. And with every doctor having a slightly different take on the situation, consultations are like an emotional roller coaster.

I honestly cannot imagine a more stressful situation as a parent. My heart goes out to you guys.

The fact that the drainage is down sounds like a good sign. Hopefully this is a sign that he's starting to turn the corner. We're praying for continued improvement.

Hang in there...

Anonymous said...

It must be so hard for you to take all this in and digest it and understand it. I'm sure you feel amazingly frustrated and helpless. You're doing an amazing job - I'm sure Riley can feel the strong support you're giving him. It's lovely to hear that he is conscious - please tell him we love him and we're thinking of him. Ruby has been cuddling a new penguin that she called Riley all afternoon after I told her that Riley was not well - so please tell him that Roo is sending him all her love to come out on top.
We're longing to hear good news and we're thinking of you all the time.
Jude, Ruby, Elsa, Christian

Anonymous said...

I don't believe we've met, but we are a part of the Children's Heart Fund and heard about Riley on Bravehearts. I just want to let you know your family is in my prayers. I know how difficult it can be getting conflicting reports from doctors, playing the waiting game, and being disappointed. Stay strong and know that you even have strangers praying for you!

Anonymous said...

Welcome to the world of critical care medicine where each specialty has a different perspective and a different priority. Good times huh?
With my experience, you can listen to what everyone is saying, but the Cardiothorasic surgeon is the one who's opinion usually pulls more weight.
He/she is going to be the one doing the take down and he/she knows his anatomy the best.
I know its hard when everyone seems to have a differing opinion, but try to ride it out and follow trends, not specifics numbers and values..as in the BUN. In general, it is the trend that matters in medicine. And like i said, as far as i'm concerned, the surgeon usually 'wins'.
lots of love
-Dave

Anonymous said...

How incredibly frustrating this has to be for you guys. The waiting is so hard. I've been checking this site all day long and sending good thoughts your way.

Good news about the drainage at least. C'mon Riley, you can do it!!!

Hang in there,
Lori, a fellow CHD parent

Anonymous said...

Suzanne and Ken - pasting in a reply from one of the memmbers of our truncus group who knows of a girl who went through a similar situation, in case you want to hear their story - if you want, we can forward the email address of the person who posted and/or help you make contact...we're all pulling for you all and know Riley will be out of there and in your arms soon!!! Eric, Elizabeth, Elston, and Emerson

Eric,
I continue to hold Riley and his family in my prayes. I had posted after the last update, but it never showed up. In that post I asked if his parents are part of the tchin pdheart online group. There was a little girl who went through a very similar experience as Riley and ended up having her Fontan taken down. This was last year. If they are not members, I'd be happy to try and contact the family of the girl, if your friends want to "talk" to someone who has been in a very similar situation.

Peace,
Pat

Anonymous said...

You would think the various doctors involved would discuss and decide on what they expect from a test and what they'd do based on results beforehand and convey that to you. It's frustrating that they build one set of expectations and worries only to then decide "no big deal."

But the good news sounds like there's no bad news so far.

Have they given you any clear idea of what levels his various measurements need to be at for them to consider him past the serious danger point? Also, if just one specific area took a turn for the worse like maybe his kidney functions are there non-surgical options that could address those specifically? I realize you've probably wondered and asked this stuff yourself and probably haven't gotten an answer.

We'll be thinking about you and waiting for news, and I'm sure Naomi will be asking as she has every day whether Riley is feeling better.

Anonymous said...

I found my way here via either Blogging Baby or DotMoms. My son has HLHS and I just want you to know that some stranger in Northern VA is praying, pulling, wishing good thoughts for Riley.

Maria - Gibson's Mom (and 2 wonderful HHs too...)

Mandy said...

You wrote that Riley is an amazing little person -- clearly, the apple does not fall far from the tree. He is one lucky little guy to have parents like you. I'm following the updates and just wanted you to know you have a cheering section down here in New Orleans.